Trapped In The Southwest

[Alexander Noble]

Hi Everybody,

I've been in touch with Will Williams and he kindly invited me to join up here. I was born into a respectably racially conscious family, but I eventually gave into the pressure as a child and went over to the other side. I became the family multicultural scold. I resisted coming back with everything I had but reality kept punching me in the face over and over again. Being a native Southwesterner, I was fairly oblivious to the Mestizo population, but was totally unfamiliar with any of the others. As circumstances would have it, my family moved to Upper Michigan when I was a teenager, which I found to be a wonderful place to live, though I couldn't put my finger on the reason why. When my family transferred back, I was shocked and asked myself, "Where the hell did all these Mexicans come from?" Though I didn't yet know it, the reason the UP was so pleasant was that it was something like 98% white, being comprised mostly of Swedes, Norwegians, and most especially Finns.

With my head buried firmly firmly in the sand and my rational faculties securely locked in a mental dungeon, I went on into adulthood where my belief in the Narrative was constantly pummeled by easily observable reality. Not being a quitter, and being a reasonably intelligent fellow, I constructed an endless series of rationalizations to explain it all away and put my mind at ease. Things began to crack a little when I joined the military and experienced blacks in significant numbers for the first time. The inability to accept even the faintest hint of responsibility for blatantly self-destructive behavior by the lower-ranking blacks was hard to rationalize. The in-your-face bias of the higher-ranking blacks was a constant irritation. The vast majority of both classes seemed to see no reason to hide their blatant anti-White (and anti-others) racism.

I won't elaborate on every event on my long road. Let it suffice to say that I fought enlightenment every inch of the way until reality shoved me back against the wall, and that reality had to punish me over and over again. The final straw was during a period in which I succumbed to a fit of altruism and decided to go into teaching. I had expected to have my choice of school districts due to my science degrees and technical training. Instead, I found myself assigned to inner-city schools in Austin and Dallas when I got to experience being outnumbered 500 to 1. The last of my naivety died an excruciating death during those few years. I walked out a changed man with a new appreciation of my own people.

I'm nearing the end of my parental responsibilities as a single father and then I will be on my own. Then, I hope to devote more time to the cause. Sadly, I realize that I will be lucky if I am able to undo half of the damage I've done before my awakening. Thanks if you've read this far.

[Michael Olanich]

Welcome, Alex.

There was also a period in my life as well when my mind was trying to fight off the politically-incorrect truths it was being presented. But, deteriorating conditions in the Northeast where I lived finally brought me to the inescapable reality that what people in the National Alliance had been saying were right on target.

White Biocentrism is the official message forum of the National Alliance, so feel free to browse and post any insights and opinions on the different topics. And, I hope you'll re-join or become a supporter of the National Alliance once again.

Michael

[Alexander Noble]

Thanks Michael, I've already joined. Well, not technically I suppose. Mr. Williams has indicated that he hasn't had time to process the stack of applications that I'm in. But soon, no doubt.

[David York]

I started listening to Dr. Pierce during the late 90's and I agreed with everything he was saying, but I also tried to avoid thinking about the truths which he spoke of and pretended that everything was fine and would turn out okay. Unfortunately you can't run away from reality forever and it's virtually impossible to not notice the anti-white agenda that you see on TV and in real life. If you do notice it and you want to do something about it, then the anti-whites label you an extremist or a racist. There comes a point where you can't tolerate the absurdities of the anti-white leftists and have to find a way to express yourself regardless of what the hypocrites in the left say about you.

[Alexander Noble]

Looking around for a place to jump in and not sure where to do it. What's the policy on starting new topics for instance? Can anybody do it? I've had unpleasant experiences with "gatekeepers" at other non-WN forums in the past. For example, can you support a point with a quote from someone who isn't 100% ideologically pure without doom raining down from the heavens? I got banned from a forum many years ago for using the phrase, "true believers". Also, is there a thread that I haven't found yet that covers details like, "What's the deal with the scrolling icons. Why do some of them look like light bulbs, etc."? Thanks.

[Martin Graves]

Looking around for a place to jump in and not sure where to do it. What's the policy on starting new topics for instance? Can anybody do it? I've had unpleasant experiences with "gatekeepers" at other non-WN forums in the past. For example, can you support a point with a quote from someone who isn't 100% ideologically pure without doom raining down from the heavens? I got banned from a forum many years ago for using the phrase, "true believers". Also, is there a thread that I haven't found yet that covers details like, "What's the deal with the scrolling icons. Why do some of them look like light bulbs, etc."? Thanks.

Hello Alexander, and welcome to White Biocentrism. Yes, we encourage users to post new topics, but before posting, please check out the forum rules. The light bulb icons are stickied topics, and scrolling icons are un-stickied topics that are more than one page long.

[Alexander Noble]

Thanks Martin, that help a bit. I've read the forum rules again. I guess I'll post on a topic that interests me and that I think is important. If you guys come for me with pitchforks and torches blazing I'll know that I've transgressed

[Will Williams]

Thanks Michael, I've already joined. Well, not technically I suppose. Mr. Williams has indicated that he hasn't had time to process the stack of applications that I'm in. But soon, no doubt.

Welcome, Alexander, to WB and to our Alliance. I've been busy writing our National Alliance BULLETIN the past few days. As one of our newest members look for yours just after Labor Day!