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Richard_G_603
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Post by Richard_G_603 » Fri Nov 18, 2022 5:12 pm

Hello WBC, it's been a few months since i've been here, and I suppose I just wanted to reach out to this community.
Long timers to the forums might remember that I had been at odds with my wife over my beleifs in WN and cosmotheism, and things finally fell through for us when I took a promotion at my job a few months ago and started working 60+ hours a week, and we ended up separating. It hit me a lot harder than I thought it would and I ended up with a drinking problem for a good month or two. I pulled myself together and put down the bottle, and just doubled down on work, only to end up burnt out and broken by my company constantly demanding better profit margins that I honestly beleive are realistic for my store to put in place. So I ended up quitting and am in the process of finding a new job, I'm living alone as my wife left with our daughter to take another apartment, and I honestly feel like I don't even know what I beleive any more friends.
The white man, the european, the aryan, is a warrior, a man of strength and resolve, of iron will and determination, and I feel like I have none of those things left anymore. I feel broken and useless to my people. I can't even get my own life together right now, how am I of any use to our people's fight and struggle? How can I look at the towering endurance of Dr. Peirce and Chairman Williams, as well as Mr. Strom, and say I want to stand by their side and fight in their cause when right now it's a damned fight to not swallow a bottle of scotch every day.
I feel like I let the Alliance down and our people down as well.
I guess i'm here asking for maybe some inspiration from the brave fighting men and women of the NA to get me back on track and climbing the upward spiral again.

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Will Williams
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Post by Will Williams » Fri Nov 18, 2022 7:04 pm

Richard_G_603 wrote:
Fri Nov 18, 2022 5:12 pm
Hello WBC, it's been a few months since i've been here, and I suppose I just wanted to reach out to this community.
Long timers to the forums might remember that I had been at odds with my wife over my beleifs in WN and cosmotheism, and things finally fell through for us when I took a promotion at my job a few months ago and started working 60+ hours a week, and we ended up separating. It hit me a lot harder than I thought it would and I ended up with a drinking problem for a good month or two. I pulled myself together and put down the bottle, and just doubled down on work, only to end up burnt out and broken by my company constantly demanding better profit margins that I honestly beleive are realistic for my store to put in place. So I ended up quitting and am in the process of finding a new job, I'm living alone as my wife left with our daughter to take another apartment, and I honestly feel like I don't even know what I beleive any more friends.
The white man, the european, the aryan, is a warrior, a man of strength and resolve, of iron will and determination, and I feel like I have none of those things left anymore. I feel broken and useless to my people. I can't even get my own life together right now, how am I of any use to our people's fight and struggle? How can I look at the towering endurance of Dr. Peirce and Chairman Williams, as well as Mr. Strom, and say I want to stand by their side and fight in their cause when right now it's a damned fight to not swallow a bottle of scotch every day.
I feel like I let the Alliance down and our people down as well.
I guess i'm here asking for maybe some inspiration from the brave fighting men and women of the NA to get me back on track and climbing the upward spiral again.

Thanks for letting us in on your life, Richard. There's not much we can do for you except be here when you need friends. We have things in common with you. I have "burned out" before myself but always got through it.

We all have low points in our lives and we usually come back, often stronger. Wives and jobs these days come and go but I expect that not being with your daughter is your biggest disappointment; if so, work on that as a goal. Your clash with your wife over religion was a big deal, and now it's with your job. Look at these as temporary setbacks.

Concentrate on having your parental right to your daughter enforced. You do have rights and you may need to retain legal help. Mrs. G may well play the "race card" in a custody battle. That's a weak hand; your beliefs are defensible -- especially as you were once a devoted Christian minister -- and should be immaterial in such a case. Read Which Way Western Man? to reinforce your convictions. A good attorney can get around that nonsense and show you are a sober, deserving dad.

You've gotten through your bout with alcohol. Value your sobriety; It's empowering. Get a job and do less than "doubling down" to please your employer. Learn from that experience. Keeping busy is important, and doing so at something you actually enjoy doing helps. You'll make new friends who will be supportive.
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Post by Jim Mathias » Fri Nov 18, 2022 10:18 pm

Mrs. G may well play the "race card" in a custody battle. That's a weak hand;


I've been down this road, and yes my membership in the National Alliance was used against me in court, and commented upon unfavorably by the judge in his written decision. Will is right, get a lawyer and discuss this. One's beliefs should not be on trial in custody court, and ought to be fought before going to court. My failure was to allow the topic to get in the record, it plays upon a judge's own belief system.
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Post by WhiteHealer » Fri Nov 18, 2022 10:40 pm

Hello Richard,

These are hard times we are living in and getting harder every year. I can't tell you how people I know personally that have left a job they liked to take a job for more money only to find out now that they are miserable with their choice. Employers now days are expecting more hours out of their existing employees to make up for the short fall in employees that they can't hire because the government since COVID has given money to people to stay home. That continues to this day. So existing employees have to kill themselves at work to make the operation functional. I experience that every month at my job. Fortunately I quit drinking over two years and it was the best choice I ever made. Sound like you knew the right choice was to set that bag of rocks down and don't drag it around with you. I can relate to the marital tension on beliefs. However, I am attempting to employ psychology to see what gains I can make, and I have seen some changes in her on certain topics. So I'll keep working on that. As far as what you believe. There is one thing in all our lives that is immutable and that is our race. We are here for you, so don't give up on us. I have had my dark days on beliefs and that is a natural process, all the pieces still fit and that is what keeps me grounded to race and active for the NA. You will find a new job and brighter days always come. Remember that. It easy to defeat ourselves mentally, but the strong, no matter how many times they fall, they always pick themselves up and keep going. I know you'll do the same. Your daughter will always be your daughter and she will always love you, spend as much quality time as you can with her and connect.

I hope you find something in all these responses that is useful...stay strong.

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Post by White Man 1 » Sat Nov 19, 2022 1:45 pm

Richard_G_603 wrote:
Fri Nov 18, 2022 5:12 pm
Hello WBC, it's been a few months since i've been here, and I suppose I just wanted to reach out to this community.
Long timers to the forums might remember that I had been at odds with my wife over my beleifs in WN and cosmotheism, and things finally fell through for us when I took a promotion at my job a few months ago and started working 60+ hours a week, and we ended up separating. It hit me a lot harder than I thought it would and I ended up with a drinking problem for a good month or two. I pulled myself together and put down the bottle, and just doubled down on work, only to end up burnt out and broken by my company constantly demanding better profit margins that I honestly beleive are realistic for my store to put in place. So I ended up quitting and am in the process of finding a new job, I'm living alone as my wife left with our daughter to take another apartment, and I honestly feel like I don't even know what I beleive any more friends.
The white man, the european, the aryan, is a warrior, a man of strength and resolve, of iron will and determination, and I feel like I have none of those things left anymore. I feel broken and useless to my people. I can't even get my own life together right now, how am I of any use to our people's fight and struggle? How can I look at the towering endurance of Dr. Peirce and Chairman Williams, as well as Mr. Strom, and say I want to stand by their side and fight in their cause when right now it's a damned fight to not swallow a bottle of scotch every day.
I feel like I let the Alliance down and our people down as well.
I guess i'm here asking for maybe some inspiration from the brave fighting men and women of the NA to get me back on track and climbing the upward spiral again.
Your last line tells me you are on your way back up, RG. If you get regular exercise, stay off the sauce, and spend every moment you can with your daughter, you will be doing your duty to the Life Force.

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