That's unfortunate, John. I ask you to find a way to rejoin, if you can. Minimum dues aren't much, and while my history with the Alliance doesn't go back as far as yours, it is plain to see that the current leadership is doing a great job and that this organization has serious potential. I'm working hard out here in California to educate and recruit, because I see good White people all around me who can be awakened if only they are approached correctly.
You are racially aware, and you know what the stakes are. Alone we have little chance of success. Unity is the way. So just join us, man: it's the right thing to do.